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Sunday, 03 December 2006

  • Randomness...

    Hanging off your every word.  I need you to survive.  Like air, you fill me with life.  Eyes piercing into me, reading my heart, my soul.  We shrae the same thoughts.  I feel what you feel.  Arms wrapped around me thightly.  The sweetest embrace, and you lift me up, up, up, high into another world.  I feel as though I am dreaming.  Never knew a love like this existed.  Never believed I would find it.  You kiss ignites a fire deep within me.  Burning deep from the bottom of my sould.  Awakening my very beiing.  Short of breath, heart pounding.  You complete me.

Thursday, 30 November 2006

  • Pa Rum Pa Pum Pum? Bah, Humbug!

    So in the months leading up to Christmas I've found I've become quite bitter about the whole festive season.  And I had arrived at the conclusion that, because of the cost of last years Christmas, and how out of hand it all got, this year every gets a card.  And the truly special get a candy cane. 

    But then, wouldn't you know it, working in the mall and watching all the people with they're thousands of parcels and listening to these "delightful" carolling tunes, the spirit of the season is starting to get to me.  And I'm thinking perhaps a few are going to get some gifts.  (When did Christmas become such an over commercionalized holiday anyway?  What happened to good old fashioned quiet family time?  Damn it.)

    I really have no idea what to get for my lova.  I don't want to get some crazy expensive huge thing and "out do" him, so to speak.  But then I don't want to get some cheap shit and have HIM get me a crazy expensive huge thing and feel like a cheapskate.  And then I'm thinking .. wow.  This is the first Christmas that I've had in a long time that I've been spending with a "new" boyfriend.  It's serious enough that I can't just give him some crap gift, but we haven't been together long enough that I would know everything that he wants.  So I'm freaking out here.  Like totally losing it.  And I don't know what he's getting me, so I don't want to get some huge thing and "out do" him or anything, but I don't want to get something little and feel like a cheap-o if he gets a huge gift either. 

    God.  Why are holidays so difficult?

Friday, 14 July 2006

  • I see you staring; a look of wonder and amazement in your eyes.  The hair on the back of my neck stands up.  We're driving, and you put your hand on my knee.  A gentle squeeze and a soft smile.  My breath catches.  You stare deep into my eyes, and give me one long, deep kiss, and I am lost.  I am yours.  I can feel my heart beat faster.  I get light headed.  I choke, my eyes welling up with tears, yet I smile.  My knees go weak.  Just hold me.  Everything will be okay just as long as you hold me.

Saturday, 19 October 2002

  • "I Wish"

    I wish I could see through someone else's eyes,
    Just for a day.
    To see what they see;
    To see the life "their way".

    I wish I could get into someone else's mind,
    Just for an hour.
    To see how they think;
    To see their brain's power.

    I wish I could be in someone else's body,
    Just for five minutes.
    To know how they suffer;
    To know what it's like to feel such pain.

    I wish I could be someone else,
    Just for a little while.
    Not because I don't like my life;
    But because I don't know how other's are.

Thursday, 10 October 2002

  • Too often we lose sight of lifes pleasures.

    How often do we wake up in the mornings and look at ourselves in the mirror, wondering how we can improve our image?  I want to challenge you to, instead of thinking of ourselves, think of how you can improve someone else's life.  Whether it by loaning someone a dollar, or it be saving someone's life from a car. 

    We learned in sociology that there are five stages in a persons life.  First being physiological needs.  (Speaks for itself, but for those not getting big words, I'm saying that you need to have the essentials of life.  Water, food, a roof over your head, etc.  Sadly, some people don't even reach this stage in their life.)  Second being safety and security.  We need to feel comfortable in our lives.  We need to feel like we're not constantly living in danger.  Third being love and belonging.  We need to feel like we fit in, and that we are accepted and loved.  People usually fluctate in between this stage and the second, and often the fourth stage.  Fourth being your self esteem.  After feeling that others love you, you need to love yourself.  The fifth stage is one that not too many people get too.  This is the stage that you generally reach when you're older and feel you've completed everything you need to compelte in your life.  It's called self fulfillment.  This is the stage where you want to help OTHERS.  This is where everyone should be.

    By doing what I challenge you to do every morning, this will hopefully get us all to that stage in our lives.  It will make living so much more pleasent.  We're at the century where we're going to decide what our futures behold.  Either violence and evil, or we can make life an amazing place to live.  If you're in my age group, we can have kids grow up in a wonderful world.

    Or a living hell.

    It's in our hands now.  It's our choice.  What's your decision?